Sick Leave

It is often a relief when you can take a holiday from your own life. To be able to just vanish from the usual picture and conveniently hide behind the beautiful fantasies. But is it normal when you do it too often? Not that I am dissatisfied with my life, far from it actually. For the first time in my life can I say that I am truly happy. I am doing what I dreamed of doing. I have friends who are some of the coolest people I met in my life. I don't feel like damaged goods anymore. Yet..... yet I can't help but wish that sometimes I was somewhere else. Somewhere, where I would be just a spectator, just a participant observer who has no care in the world. Someplace where I was invisible.

I have created many such worlds in my mind. Some of them, I have written about. Some have heritages and stories and lots of interesting people. Some are just empty and peaceful. If its a good day, I may even give you a peak into it. Not that anyone will be interested but ,as I am tired of telling people, this is my blog and I will write whatever comes to my mind!
Okay, before someone thinks that I have gone crazy, let me tell you this, I have gone crazy. I was born crazy. And I have been sick for two days and it has been ages since I posted anything! So hell yes, I am cranky! This blog was supposed to be my "move my backside for good" project and I am already lagging behind and the world is blurry......

PAUSE. This is a post about how I am horrible person when I am sick. Don't panic, my well wishers. I will get back my senses in a few days, till then, I am floating around in my fantasy land. La la la la la.
P.S- Please don't judge. I am generally a sweet person.
P.P.S- Judge away! My blog, my rules...whatever..... Promise, I am not like this always.
See ya'll, bye! (when I feel like myself)